December 2009
Schizophrenia, voices in my head, and a...
Ever get into those really weird situations when you want to say or do something but you just kind of..don’t? Because you talk yourself out of it completely! It’s kind of like a “maybe I should..” and then something else is like “NO! DON’T DO THAT! Are you crazy?” and you sit there, and you’re like “well, no. I’m not exactly crazy, but I...
Dec 31st
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Not exactly sure why I feel the need to write a blog about the people I’ve met, but I am. I’m only going to write about the important people. The people I’ve actually met, who had some kind of affect on me. This will be semi-long, and descriptive. First and foremost, I want to mention that I have met Alex Gaskarth. I met him on November 21st, 2009 and it was anticipated to be...
Dec 30th
Dec 29th
take a freaking stand.
random Tyler Amick dude: hey want to fuck?
me: no. what's up with guys and randomly asking girls to fuck them? it's pathetic. leave me alone.
SILENCE.
dumby.
sorry this was random, but he IMed me randomly and I had to share my late night spontaneous boldness with someone.
AND MARISSA'S NOT ON MYSPACE IM.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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form spring? →
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
This is what I do when I tell myself I'm going to...
I get on tumblr! I fail epically at life, srsly. I feel kind of melancholy, and bored, and dizzy? yeahI’mweirdIknow. Sometimes, I tend to say things just to people will read them and want to question them. Get what I’m saying? Almost like an open-ended question, but it doesn’t end with a question mark. And typically doesn’t get that hot of an answer if not one at all. On...
Dec 29th
Your smile makes me see clearer; if you could only...
Vulnerable - Secondhand Serenade<3
Dec 29th
I think that when you miss someone, you start...
countyourluck: Then you start missing the little things. Like the way they smile, or the way the laugh, or the way to look at you, and the way they make a silly face. Then you miss their eyes. Or their hair. Or their right hand that’s always holding your left hand. And when you see a picture of them, you start missing everything about them. And the process repeats.  so true (:
Dec 29th
Late night musings..
I really like Tumblr. Just sayin’. I’m watching That 70’s Show, and thinking deeply about a lot of things. I have too much going on, and it’s ridiculous. But through it all, I only want one thing. And I see it clearly and I feel like it’s what I’m meant to do. Or have. Or whatever. I’m being vague, but it’s the only way I know how to express...
Dec 28th
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.
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No matter what anyone tells you, there is someone...
countyourluck: (via poeticheartache)
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
Long time, no blog
Meh. I’m really weird. Like, beyond weird. No idea why I think that. I just do. D: My cell phone hasn’t been going on that much anymore because I haven’t been talking to a few people. I’m weirdly okay with that though, because I’m less..stressed out? That’s weird. That’s why I’m weird! Voila! I just finished finals today. Now, I’m going to...
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
If You Were to Fall in Love with Me...
countyourluck: inspyrred: chesquared: If you were to fall in love with me, I’d give you space to grow. The room you need to breathe. I’ll cherish you, because I know that a person like you only enters my life once. In that single moment you decide to finally walk into my life, I will promise myself to love only you. In my two arms I’ll hold you tight. I’ll be afraid to let go. Though one...
Dec 22nd